children · Friends · grief · LGBT · loss · Love · Shootings · The Pulse · Uncategorized

My daughter cried today.

My daughter cried today.  So hard I almost couldn’t understand what she was saying when I asked her to talk about it.  But I had to restart my own sentence because my own voice croaked.  I was crying too.  See, I listen to NPR on the way home with Sophie so that we can talk… Continue reading My daughter cried today.

Faith · Family · Friends · grief · LGBT · Love · prejudice · Shootings · The Pulse · Uncategorized

A Few Points about The Pulse Shooting

Sorry…  I started this as a FB post, but I am wordy… I have a few points to make about this shooting that have just been bouncing around in my skull for the last 24 hours.  They are not all related.  And no, not one point takes precedence over the others.  The fact that it’s… Continue reading A Few Points about The Pulse Shooting

Bathroom Debate · children · Daughters · Family · Motherhood · Restroom Debate · Uncategorized

What My Daughters Will Face and the Restroom Debate

When I was pregnant with my first child, I wanted a little girl.  Because my brain didn’t think beyond the pink bows and little girliness that having a baby girl is.  For my second child, I wanted healthy, since we’d had such a rocky road with our first.  With my third, I just wanted a… Continue reading What My Daughters Will Face and the Restroom Debate

Chemo mom · Childhood Cancer · children · Histiocytosis · Homeschooling · liver disease · Motherhood · Parenting · pediatric cancer · Uncategorized

Hard Decisions and Trying to Emulate Normalcy

We had an “incident” at our daughter’s after school a couple of weeks ago.  Three boys surrounded her while she was coloring with chalk on the ground, circled her while saying “we’re circling you, you can’t get up, neener neener neener” (kids really are idiots… seriously… wtf?).  Her response was to throw a piece of… Continue reading Hard Decisions and Trying to Emulate Normalcy

Cancer · Chemo Dad · Chemo mom · Childhood Cancer · children · Mother's Day · Motherhood · Parenting · pediatric cancer · Uncategorized

Happy *Warrior* Mother’s Day

Today is Mother’s Day.  I would like to wish ALL The moms out there a wonderful HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!   Being a mom is not easy and seems to only get harder as time goes on, so keep up the good fight. I just wanted to remind everyone of a group of moms you might not… Continue reading Happy *Warrior* Mother’s Day

Cancer · Childhood Cancer · children · Histiocytosis · liver disease · Parenting · pediatric cancer · PTSD · Uncategorized

Feeling Squishy

3:30 a.m. Tuesday morning. I have Sophie tucked into her booster seat behind me.  Butterfly pillow between her head and her brother’s car seat as she leans into it.   Sugar-skull covered fluffy blanket over her.  She’s still in her Lego movie pajamas and falls right back to sleep once I get the truck moving. I… Continue reading Feeling Squishy